Tuesday, May 23, 2006

today was a sucky day. basically there was no good news. i barely scraped a pass for chinese. like, literally 50 on the dot. overall. ha i need tuition badly. imagine if my chinese were like... 3.2? how cool would that be? nothing to drag my GPA down! SS was disappointing. i got the same mark as term 1. so SS is a 3.6.. sigh. okay sorry but SERIOUSLY SIGH LA. looks like i gotta wave goodbye to a 3.6 overall. really it's gone. english test was rather sucky as well. i only had 10 mins to check. and i spent 9 of those minutes napping. xD speaking of napping! formteacher wonders if i can cope in class. like WTH?! sleep in class means cannot cope?! sorry, but i only sleep when i know that, through experience, there is no use in listening during that particular lesson. i know through experience. means i've tried paying attention before. tried and tested and totally failed. =D so no choice, resort to mugging late into the night. GERRRRIT??? please look at the broader picture: I AINT FLUNKING MY SUBJECTS LIKE I WAS LAST YEAR. im actually doing fairly well. and last year the teachers didnt give a heck. why is THISYEAR so troublesome and meddlesome. please, please, please, give me a break. i have my own way of handling school and it's working, so get off my case.

cant wait till hols. grrr just one bloody chem EOI left. how awesomely annoying. im verysupermighty annoyed ok. ...GRR! why must our exams extend over 3 weeks! it's nuts. im very irritated with life... sick, tired, ANNOYED! hah but -SHRUGGGZ- WAHAHAHAHAX -winks at jaycelyn and queen cockroach- it's okay! everything will be alright one day (:

im mugging like a madwoman tonight. just blogging to take a 30min break HAHAHA. eating chocolates (: i feel quite weak and sickly leh. i was looking in the mirror just now (-pouts and takes a kEwLx piic-) and realised how thin and haggard i seem. i emphasize on SEEM. cuz there's no way i can be thin. yeah but tonight i happen to look like an ano person... my neck is like, long and it just looks damn thin, urgh. i look scrawny. so i decided to eat belgian chocs. =D but i still feel weak and feverish. hopefully tmrw dont have to go to school. then can stay home and mug..

btw... cant believe someone sabo-ed us leh. whole situation is, simply put, weird. hope the person knows that doing this won't help anything. it just aggravates the situation. seriously, i dunno who should be changing, but i aint sacrificing anything for anyone. it wasn't on the job description when i decided to be a student. -rolls eyes- yeah you can like, ask me if you wanna know what this is about. x)

must excel! must excel! must excel! compete! win! win! WIN!
seriously im sick of having this mentality. it's draining me of a life. i need to, soak up the sun?! i need to get a goldenbronze tan or a lobster-red burn, either one will do me good. i need to spend one entire day sunbathing. or sleeping. or playing tennis. or.. watching movies! MOVIE MARATHON! hah. movie marathon under the sun! omg ;P think too farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

i feel damn feverish. need a break. like, need.a.break.hahlol.lol.haha. =D i keep swivelling my chair around. to and fro. so it's like, blog, chat, mug, blog, chat, mug, and so on. BAD PATTERN! dunno why. im just going crazyyyyy. "SHAKIRA SHAKIRA..." "oh boy, i see your body moving, half animal half man"... WEIRD!! argh, seriously weird. I AM WEIRD LOR. shit im ffreaking out. CANNOT! hahaha waitwait let me try to rmb what else happened today. i knocked out in my mother's car! she drove me to the rental hse cuz my family was there. and i slept in the car w/o aircon. ): but i was too tired to care. i was actually quite comfortable. so anyway, i think the rental hse is quite cramped, but cosy i guess?!?!?? but it's like in TANAH MERAH. sec4 is gonna be deaded. cuz i will be so sick of long mrt rides that one fine day i would jump off the mrt tracks. KIDDING LA im just suuuper stresseddoutt. haha speaking of outt, i am out la okay. sick&tired. ):

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